
In the stillness I become aware of sounds:
a distant broom scraping a neighbour’s concrete driveway; the grunt of trucks
straining against the speed limit and the spirited debate of birds. If I close my
eyes and concentrate, I can hear the rhythm of the ocean waves just a few blocks
away from home. A hint of fresh paint glides past with the breeze; there’s the scent of
the local burger joint and freshly cut grass from the adjacent school oval. My drift into that safe zone continues; into the place where I'm not asleep
yet far from awake. Time becomes shapeless.
There is nowhere else I need to be in this
moment. In this moment, there is everything I need. It's full of thoughts of my
family and friends and stories I want to write. That’s what matters to me. Even
an indignant car horn and the high-pitched shouts of children leaving the
school grounds across the way, don’t break my calm. I remain in the stillness
until my body, alerted by the breeze stroking my forehead, says it’s time to
move. The peace of the moment accompanies me as I
enter the dull light of the house. The remnants of the outside brightness blur
my vision but I can see where I'm going. I'm taking those moments to my desk.
To the empty page that’s been waiting to be fed.